You Are Not Alone

Today marks the 2 month anniversary of my "new life" here in Puerto Vallarta, Mexico.

After 12 years as a 911 paramedic, working long shifts and many hard nights on the ground ambulance and as a critical care flight paramedic, I decided (or the universe decided) that I would be taking a medical leave of absence this year.

How the tides did turn, and quickly.

If you had asked me last year where I would be in my life right now, this certainly would not have been my answer.

Nothing about the last 3.5 months of my life makes any rational sense. Then again, divine intervention often does not.

2025 was a year of preparation for me.

I could not see that at the time, but it is grossly obvious to me now. I started actively seeking God and asking for divine guidance in my life last year, right around this time.

I have been one of those people that talks to God since I was young - but it has only been recently that I actually started listening again, instead of just talking, after a long stretch of thinking God loved me but wasn't interested in helping me.

I had developed my 1:1 private coaching program for women that want too stop binge eating and I knew it was FIRE! But Spirit said to wait.... I knew it was not the right time and I felt that putting my coaching on hold for a year was what I was being asked to do.

I listened.

I turned my attention to working full time at AMR in my paramedic job and started pulling OT like a mofo. It was hard, but I was able to stack cash like crazy. I was working all the time, not spending money and getting some great bonus money on the side. It was a profound act of self love.

That past self hooked the Jan 1st, 2026 version of me UP.

I did not know that at the end of October I would be looking at a potentially significant medical procedure, that I would be taking a medical leave of absence, and that I would be moving to Puerto Vallarta, Mexico in order to complete the program ahead.

But Spirit knew.

And she helped me to prepare financially for this season, but also mentally, emotionally and spiritually.

Everything about this move still blows me away. Miracles and green lights and confirmations and divine appointments every time I turned around.

Things just started happening and unfolding in ways I could not have planned for.

The trust and spiritual growth that came out of this experience felt like a tool in my tool bag that God knew I was going to need going into 2026 - cause if 2025 was about preparation, 2026 feels like a year for EXPANSION.

The past 2 months have been a time of rest - for my mind and my body. A lot of work and settling in, as well, but I woke up today feeling rested and ready for the adventure Spirit has in store for me.

I do now know what it is exactly, but I can feel that there is something shaking in that cosmic boardroom.

And I am here for it.

I am ready.

Ready to be open and follow her lead.

It's a strange feeling, I admit. To finally feel tuned in to divine guidance. To claim so boldly and insanely that the hand of God is on your life and that something important is happening.

But I feel it.

And I hope you do too.

Because even though this is all somewhat new for me - being in flow and feeling guided and supported by the cosmos - it was always available to me.

That belief that I clung to for so long - the one that said "I am alone" and "This is all on me" - that kept me from being able to tap into that guidance and support.

It's not the end of the world and you will still get to where you are going. We always do.

I do believe it felt harder and lonelier than it needed to, though.

You are a powerful creator.

Your life has meaning and purpose.

And no matter how hard you fight it, or how much resistance you put in your path - your destiny will unfold and you will one day get to experience the profound love and support that is all around you when you finally surrender to that truth.

For those of you feeling alone, unsupported or like its all resting on your tired shoulders - I just want to offer that you don't have to wait for exhaustion or desperation before asking for help in some Hail Mary prayer like I did.

Love is always flowing towards you and through you.

And the moment you believe that and start to expect that support, it will begin to show up.

Give it a try.

Ask your spiritual team for help.

Then listen for their response.

Watch for their guidance.

Expect synchronicities.

Live life like everything is a miracle.

And miracles will start to happen everywhere!

#teamweirdo

#gratitude

#youarenotalone

#teamwork

PS: Spent a couple hours today journaling in the hammock by my pool and writing this for you.Perfect 78 degree day. Light breeze. Gentle sun rays sneaking through the cracks in the shade fence. Resting, relaxing and just BE-ing in the beautiful space that Divine Love created specifically for me, as an act of love and support as I prepare to walk the road that lies ahead.